|The Battle Of Glamour Vs. Dull
||[Sep. 20th, 2005|11:44 pm]
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Well it's official, Im pretty sure my whole school thinks im gay but i just deny it and act like it does'nt bother me(wich it does) but the only reason it does bother me is because i'm afraid of not being accepted for who i am. the only reason i think they all think i'm gay now is because i wear eye shadow, rainbow bracelets, occasionally a rainbow jacket and i guess i just act "Queer" but really the only reason i do this is not because i am gay it's because it's part of my new found style and interests. i really do not care what they think but it does piss me off when they ask if im a girl or call me a girl....umm hello? i have a fucking dick between my legs, i dont have tits, i dont have a vagina(hehe funny word) the only thing im doing is wearing eye shadow and lip gloss, its not like im wearing a bra, its not like im wearing a dress, im not growing my finger nails out, and i do not have a fucking wig on my head/ the purpose of growing my hair out is not to make me like a girl. i do'nt see why children/teenagers find the need to judge and stereotype people, it shouldnt matter what a person does or is or any bullshit like that; it matters what's inside and it should stay like that. people open your fucking minds just because i am gay does not mean i like you, really only find about three guys in my entire school attractive(not including teachers) i guess kids are afraid of what's different and what they dont understand, pathetic. i think i might write all over my arms tomorow or my face and like label myself or somthing, i love going along with what people say about me it pisses them off and its hillarious.